Fun ๐Ÿ•บ With Meth

In this short ๐Ÿฉณ story, the ๐Ÿค˜ main character ๐Ÿ”ฃ recounts their experience with meth growing ๐Ÿ’— up, and how they ๐Ÿ’ learned ๐Ÿซ to love ๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’› meth. From ๐Ÿ˜ค struggles to find ๐Ÿ” where they ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ belong to the ๐Ÿค˜ thrill of doing hard meth, the ๐Ÿค˜ main character ๐Ÿ”ฃ inspires us to seek friendships ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿคโ€๐Ÿง‘๐Ÿ‘ญ and try new ๐Ÿ†•๐Ÿ‡ณ๐Ÿ‡จ things.

I ๐Ÿ˜€ didnโ€™t always enjoy doing meth. When I ๐Ÿ˜€ was younger, ๐Ÿง’ I ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€ thought ๐Ÿ’ญ meth was gross. ๐Ÿคข It was for those kinds of people. ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ The ๐Ÿค˜ kinds of people ๐Ÿ‘ญ I ๐Ÿ˜€ would never hang out ๐Ÿ˜ต with. Why would anyone willingly subject themselves to the ๐Ÿค˜ pain of doing meth? I ๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€๐Ÿ˜€ would soon ๐Ÿ”œ find ๐Ÿ” out ๐Ÿ˜ต for ๐Ÿˆบ myself.

This is my ๐Ÿ˜Š story.

It all started ๐Ÿ†• in middle ๐Ÿ–• school. ๐Ÿšธ After years of anti-meth conditioning from ๐Ÿ˜ค books, ๐Ÿ“—๐Ÿ“• TV, and the ๐Ÿคฃ media, my ๐Ÿ˜€ opinion on meth was that it was painful, only done โณ by crazy ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿคช๐Ÿคช people, ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘งโ€๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿ‘ฏ and I ๐Ÿ˜€ would never enjoy doing it. The ๐Ÿค˜ one ๐Ÿ”ž place ๐Ÿ› that didnโ€™t have ๐Ÿˆถ any of that? The ๐Ÿค˜ internet. ๐Ÿ“ถ

I ๐Ÿ˜€ was probably only 11 or 12 years old ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿฆณ when I ๐Ÿ˜€ discovered a thriving community of meth users ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ on the ๐Ÿคฃ internet. ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ๐ŸŒ They ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ were all so ๐Ÿ†˜ passionate about doing meth and wanted to share the ๐Ÿค˜ thrill with the ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ๐Ÿคฃ world. ๐ŸŒ Because of the ๐Ÿค˜ stigma surrounding the ๐Ÿคฃ topic, it wasnโ€™t always mainstream, but ๐Ÿ˜ฅ for ๐Ÿ”ฐ those in the ๐Ÿคฃ know, there wasnโ€™t anything like ๐Ÿ‘ญ this out ๐Ÿ˜ต there. The ๐Ÿค˜๐Ÿค˜๐Ÿค˜ meth was always presented ๐ŸŽ cleanly by people ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿคโ€๐Ÿง‘ who you ๐Ÿ˜€ could tell ๐Ÿ—ฃ were captivated by the ๐Ÿค˜ meth.

I ๐Ÿ˜Š thought ๐Ÿ’ญ to myself, โ€œWow. โ• If these people ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ could have ๐Ÿˆถ so ๐Ÿ†˜ much fun ๐Ÿ’ƒ๐Ÿ•บ doing meth, maybe I ๐Ÿ˜Š can do meth too!โ€ Slowly, I ๐Ÿ˜€ was warming โ™จ๏ธ up to the ๐Ÿค˜ idea ๐Ÿ’ก of doing meth. I ๐Ÿ˜€ still ๐Ÿงโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿงโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿงโ€โ™‚๏ธ didnโ€™t think ๐Ÿค”๐Ÿ’ญ I ๐Ÿ˜€ was old ๐Ÿ—๏ธ๐Ÿ”˜๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿฆณ๐Ÿ—๏ธ๐Ÿ”˜๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿฆณ๐Ÿ—๏ธ๐Ÿ”˜๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿฆณ enough, and it still ๐Ÿงโ€โ™€๏ธ felt out ๐Ÿ˜ต of reach, especially the ๐Ÿคฃ hard stuff. ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿงธ I ๐Ÿ˜Š didnโ€™t know if I ๐Ÿ˜€ could handle ๐Ÿต it. I ๐Ÿ˜Š lurked in the ๐Ÿคฃ meth community, savoring ๐Ÿ˜‹ every conversation, every video, ๐ŸŽฎ๐ŸŽฎ๐ŸŽฎ every post. ๐Ÿค I ๐Ÿ˜€ didnโ€™t tell ๐Ÿ—ฃ anyone about my ๐Ÿ˜Š discovery for ๐Ÿ”ฐ fear ๐Ÿ˜ฑ of backlash. I ๐Ÿ˜€ didnโ€™t want to be known as โ€œthat kidโ€ at school. ๐Ÿšธ

Wow. โ— If these people ๐Ÿคผ could have ๐Ÿˆถ so ๐Ÿ†˜ much fun ๐Ÿ•บ doing meth, maybe I ๐Ÿ˜€ can do meth too!

Fast ๐Ÿ๏ธ forward ๐Ÿ”ผ a couple ๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ‘ญ๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ‘ญ๐Ÿ’’๐Ÿ‘ญ of years, and I ๐Ÿ˜€ was entering โ†ฉ๏ธ high โšก school. ๐Ÿšธ I ๐Ÿ˜Š heard ๐Ÿ‡ญ๐Ÿ‡ฒ some rumors that there were plenty of people ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘งโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ who did meth at my ๐Ÿ˜€ school, ๐Ÿšธ so ๐Ÿ†˜ I ๐Ÿ˜Š was excited to find ๐Ÿ” out. ๐Ÿ˜ต I ๐Ÿ˜€ tried to do meth at home, ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ง using resources I ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š found online, but ๐Ÿ˜ฅ I ๐Ÿ˜Š wasnโ€™t very good ๐Ÿฆธโ€โ™‚๏ธ at it and gave up. I ๐Ÿ˜€ thought ๐Ÿ’ญ that maybe if I ๐Ÿ˜Š could find ๐Ÿ” local meth users, ๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ I ๐Ÿ˜Š could get ๐Ÿ‰ some help ๐Ÿ†˜ doing meth.

One ๐Ÿ•๐Ÿฉฑ๐Ÿ”ž day, I ๐Ÿ˜Š decided to hang around after school โœ๏ธ to see ๐Ÿ™ˆ if anyone was doing meth. This was the ๐Ÿคฃ best decision of my ๐Ÿ˜Š life. ๐Ÿงฌ In one ๐Ÿฉฑ๐Ÿ”ž of the ๐Ÿค˜ classrooms ๐Ÿ“” was a group ๐Ÿ‘ฅ of kids doing meth with two ๐Ÿซ adults. The ๐Ÿค˜ other kids called ๐Ÿค™ them the ๐Ÿคฃ โ€œMeth Lordsโ€. ๐Ÿ‘‘ They ๐Ÿ’ welcomed me in, and while I ๐Ÿ˜€ was nervous ๐Ÿ˜ฅ at first, ๐ŸŒ“๐Ÿฅ‡ I ๐Ÿ˜€ warmed โ™จ๏ธ up enough to ask them what ๐Ÿ˜ฆ they ๐Ÿ’ were doing. The ๐Ÿคฃ meth they ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ were doing looked ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ like ๐Ÿ’™ the ๐Ÿคฃ hard stuff, ๐Ÿฅ™ and they ๐Ÿ’ were doing it so ๐Ÿ†˜ quickly too! I ๐Ÿ˜Š told them that I ๐Ÿ˜€ wanted to do meth but ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ๐Ÿ˜ฅ didnโ€™t feel like ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿ’Œ๐Ÿ‘จโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ’‹โ€๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿ’‘๐Ÿ’™ I ๐Ÿ˜Š was โ€œworthyโ€ enough to do so ๐Ÿ†˜๐Ÿ†˜๐Ÿ†˜ and was intimidated. They ๐Ÿ’ very generously broke down โฌ the ๐Ÿคฃ meth into smaller ๐Ÿคโ—ฝ chunks and walked me through doing it step ๐Ÿšถโ€โ™‚๏ธ by step. ๐Ÿšถโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿšถโ€โ™‚๏ธ๐Ÿšถโ€โ™‚๏ธ They ๐Ÿ’ even ๐ŸŒ let me take some home! ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ I ๐Ÿ˜Š was so ๐Ÿ†˜ happy! ๐Ÿ˜บ

One ๐Ÿ”ž๐Ÿ• day, I ๐Ÿ˜€ decided to hang around after school ๐Ÿ“โœ๏ธ to see ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘๏ธ if anyone was doing meth.

That night, ๐ŸŒ‘ I ๐Ÿ˜Š stayed up to do meth. The ๐Ÿคฃ thrill was unbelievable. All the ๐Ÿคฃ things I ๐Ÿ˜€ took for ๐Ÿˆบ granted before finally made sense. The ๐Ÿคฃ world ๐ŸŒ๐Ÿ—บ๏ธ felt wide open. ๐Ÿ‘ I ๐Ÿ˜Š didnโ€™t get ๐Ÿ‰ much sleep ๐ŸŒ’ that night. ๐ŸŒ˜

The ๐Ÿค˜ next โžก๏ธ day, I ๐Ÿ˜€ tried doing some more โž•โž•โž• meth. This time, ๐Ÿ• ๐Ÿ•’๐Ÿ•˜๐Ÿ•š however, was different. It took me longer ๐Ÿช˜ to finish, and I ๐Ÿ˜Š even ๐ŸŒ˜ started ๐Ÿ†• to get ๐Ÿ‰ a little frustrated. ๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„๐Ÿ™„ My ๐Ÿ˜€ body wasnโ€™t able to handle ๐Ÿต it, so ๐Ÿ†˜ I ๐Ÿ˜€ gave up and went to bed. ๐Ÿ›๏ธ After school โœ๏ธ the ๐Ÿคฃ next โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ day, I ๐Ÿ˜Š found one ๐Ÿ•œ of the ๐Ÿค˜ Meth Lords ๐Ÿ‘‘ who just told me to keep trying. Which is what ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I ๐Ÿ˜Š did. The ๐Ÿค˜ thrill when finally finishing was incredible. I ๐Ÿ˜€ had never experienced anything like ๐Ÿ‘ฌ that before. I ๐Ÿ˜€ was truly addicted.

From ๐Ÿ˜ค that moment on, my ๐Ÿ˜Š life ๐Ÿงฌ revolved around meth. I ๐Ÿ˜Š saw ๐Ÿชš meth everywhere. I ๐Ÿ˜Š began to appreciate the ๐Ÿค˜ meth that people ๐Ÿ‘จโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ง did to bring us the ๐Ÿคฃ world. ๐ŸŒ I ๐Ÿ˜€ tried to dabble in a little bit of chemistry โš—๏ธ to see ๐Ÿ™ˆ if I ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜Š could do more โž• meth there, but ๐Ÿ˜ฅ the ๐Ÿค˜ chemistry ๐Ÿง‘โ€๐Ÿ”ฌ๐Ÿงชโš—๏ธ kids told me that they ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ didnโ€™t actually do that much meth. If I ๐Ÿ˜€ wanted hard meth, Iโ€™d have ๐Ÿˆถ to do physics. โš›๏ธ

I ๐Ÿ˜€ quickly learned ๐Ÿ“˜ that physics โš›๏ธ was not โณโณโณ for ๐Ÿ”ฐ me, and while I ๐Ÿ˜€ appreciated all the ๐Ÿค˜ hard meth they ๐Ÿ’ were doing, it didnโ€™t have ๐Ÿˆถ that same thrill. I ๐Ÿ˜€ enjoyed doing meth just to do meth. Sometimes, it would be useful, but ๐Ÿ˜ฅ that wasnโ€™t what ๐Ÿ˜ฆ I ๐Ÿ˜Š was seeking. ๐Ÿ‘€๐Ÿ‘๏ธ To this day, I ๐Ÿ˜Š continue โฉ to do meth, even ๐ŸŒ— if I ๐Ÿ˜Š only do some of the ๐Ÿค˜ lighter ๐Ÿšฅ stuff, ๐Ÿฅ™ saving ๐Ÿ”– the ๐Ÿค˜ hard stuff ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿงธ๐Ÿงธ for ๐Ÿˆบ weekends or special occasions. It brings me joy ๐Ÿ˜†๐Ÿ˜‹๐Ÿ˜€ to see ๐Ÿ‘๏ธ younger ๐Ÿง’ generations doing meth and having ๐Ÿˆถ fun ๐Ÿ•บ๐Ÿ•บ๐Ÿ•บ too!

To this day, I ๐Ÿ˜Š continue โฉ to do methโ€ฆ

Meth connects us all, from ๐Ÿ˜ค the ๐Ÿคฃ universe to each other. Itโ€™s something we ๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฉโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆโ€๐Ÿ‘ฆ share across cultures, ๐Ÿ›๏ธ๐Ÿ›๏ธ๐Ÿ›๏ธ a tool ๐Ÿช› we ๐ŸŒฟ use to explore. Iโ€™ve always had fun ๐Ÿ’ƒ with meth. I ๐Ÿ˜Š hope ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™๐Ÿ™ you ๐Ÿ˜Š๐Ÿ˜€ do as well.

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